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Wednesday, March 29, 2006

So I haven't been blogging for a long long time. I don't really know why. To put it simply, it was writer's block. To put it more complicatedly, I got confused.

Life is so full of stupid things that everybody knows for a fact yet they just keep repeating them, as though rubbing it in. Eg, "Life is unfair", "Nobody is perfect", "It'll get better eventually" and my personal most hated one for the moment, "Life is like that".

Don't say that, it's either you think that I'm an idiot or you think that I'm dead. Hello, of course I know what life is like. I'm still living, remember?

Oh yeah, I am still living. But whatever for? (Dum-dum-dum, suicide alert! -.-") I mean, life now seems like such a drag, it's becoming painful. I'm trapped in the monotony called life.



So what am I living for?





Love.

Myself.

The hope that I'll find faith again.

Tomorrow.



Because tomorrow might be good.

♥ The lights faded at 8:41 pm