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Saturday, April 08, 2006

I would like to say that I started this blog with an open and empty mind, tabula rasa, for a refreshing change. But as usual, my mind is clouded with thought.

Of course some things have changed this week. My mind has been so stretched and so worn out. I'm falling alseep in lectures and tutorials again. I'm living on a diet of sugar. I'm spending as though there's no tomorrow. I learnt a few things.



You can't squeeze orange juice out of an apple.

The moment you think that Girl World is all about shoes and make-up, you're proven wrong. It's bloody complicated.

Speaking of blood, I still cannot donate blood because I am under eighteen and my mum won't let me donate blood. Anyway, I learnt from my friends that it's possible to be rejected because of the veins being too small. I think I could be rejected in any case. Oh well, next year.

It's not easy to attempt to be a domestic goddess. I'm courting death, stretching myself beyond what I am willing and able to take (somehow it sounds contradictory). And I'm not even halfway there.

Despite the approaching embrace of liberation, there are still a million and two things that society deems proper or improper.



And what if tomorrow doesn't come?

♥ The lights faded at 10:18 pm