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Monday, November 20, 2006

Feeling really angry and upset right now, due to a few factors. How do other people do it? Why is it that we can see other people being successful and happy, and we think to ourselves, "I want to be like that", yet it never happens?

There are certain things that I should have done, yet time and again I fail. I fail. And it's painful.

And there are some things in life that we cannot control. Neither the soft nor the hard approach will work. Then what will? Is there a happy medium to things?

Oh I hate being trapped. I hate it. On one hand it's like we're taking things for granted when we say that we don't need the things when we do, but on the other hand, having certain things around isn't the best way out either.

Why is everything so painful on so many levels? Why do misunderstandings blow up so easily? Why do we lose our tempers just like that?

It's horrible. Something somewhere has to end somehow.

And I do not, repeat do not want to deal with the fact that we live in a world that does not offer happy endings.

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