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Monday, November 20, 2006

I feel very disappointed with myself, to say the least. I just hope that I don't have to waste one more year of my life retaking the paper, or waste four years of my life in some unknown Australian university. I just want to get some decent grades and get into a local university.

I don't deserve to, really. Competing against all the muggers, local and foreign, how can someone like me stand a chance?

Goodness I am selfish. But it is my life, what else can I do?

♥ The lights faded at 11:18 am