Sunday, February 24, 2008
People can really let you down sometimes.
I don't want to play mind games, I don't want to bother with logic traps, I seriously don't want to care. I am at this point whereby I cannot afford to compromise anymore. If I can try my best to see things from your perspective, why can't you try to see things my way for once?
Sometimes I wonder how I can put up with certain things, or certain people for so long. Time and again, I tell myself not to come into contact with so-and-so, because he is a jerk who has absolutely no respect for my feelings. But somehow I will just forget. Maybe forgive. Sometimes, it's hard to make a distinction. On account of some mutual friends, I think, "Never mind, it won't happen again, " even though I can see it coming. So we come into contact again. We more or less get along. Until he hurts my feelings again. I openly show my anger, but the hurt that I feel is something that gradually creeps up later on. And then I'll just feel really upset.
Just to clear the confusion a little, the three paragraphs are seperate entities, entailing different stories altogether.
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